In these situations, it's very difficult for anybody who doesn't know you personally to give you good Magickal advice on exactly what to do.
Right now, it is important to center yourself before doing anything.
I urge you to read this article:
Once you are done skimming through the article, you will see my "Magick Ability Test". I highly recommend that you spend 30 seconds to answer the simple questions.
I've got a surprise in store for you... :)
The key right now is not to panic, and let your heart be your guide...